you have the world in your hands as well as the necessary network. the world card is a major revelation. you lack guidance, which eases your self promotion. this is something that only you know how to deal with. the kind of pentacles/gold philosophy sits with you in this hand. like even if you try to chill out you’ll think about it to much. but the fact that the nine of cups and the six of wands are upside down means that the success you desire for your entertainment is lacking. and neither can you present yourself with your posse without feeling awkward. you can sit comfortably regarding this matter. this is wise if you choose to not move. and since you have philosophy with you, you adjudicate emotion to unnecessary thing. you don’t need to sit and wait for the party and you also don’t need to present a parade, which is why the cards are upside down. but you can achieve or obtain these relaxations if you want. all you need to do is obtain the ace of spaces since it grants a pathway to success. it seems like you don’t want to take matters into your own hands to determine if you want to be with this person or not. it doesn’t look bleak. so to recap so far, you are wise in your indecision but it’s really up to you what happens. once you believe it real, your crush will reveal itself as a crush. you just blind yourself by thinking too much, your life doesn’t seem to suck. the cards are telling you to play it cool. you are creating indecision from your own insecurity but you are the ruler of your own life.
and distance doesn’t mean that much anymore. there is internet. you are shielding yourself with blind justice that can also mean punishment. the person who is leaving your life (#lost_sentence) -
stop drinking. ur really addicted fool. ur probably really intelligent and kinda autistic.
