you have the world in your hands as well as the necessary network. the world card is a major revelation. you lack guidance, which eases your self promotion. this is something that only you know how to deal with. the kind of pentacles/gold philosophy sits with you in this hand. like even if you try to chill out you’ll think about it to much. but the fact that the nine of cups and the six of wands are upside down means that the success you desire for your entertainment is lacking. and neither can you present yourself with your posse without feeling awkward. you can sit comfortably regarding this matter. this is wise if you choose to not move. and since you have philosophy with you, you adjudicate emotion to unnecessary thing. you don’t need to sit and wait for the party and you also don’t need to present a parade, which is why the cards are upside down. but you can achieve or obtain these relaxations if you want. all you need to do is obtain the ace of spaces since it grants a pathway to success. it seems like you don’t want to take matters into your own hands to determine if you want to be with this person or not. it doesn’t look bleak. so to recap so far, you are wise in your indecision but it’s really up to you what happens. once you believe it real, your crush will reveal itself as a crush. you just blind yourself by thinking too much, your life doesn’t seem to suck. the cards are telling you to play it cool. you are creating indecision from your own insecurity but you are the ruler of your own life.
and distance doesn’t mean that much anymore. there is internet. you are shielding yourself with blind justice that can also mean punishment. the person who is leaving your life (#lost_sentence) -
stop drinking. ur really addicted fool. ur probably really intelligent and kinda autistic.

you have the world in your hands as well as the necessary network. the world card is a major revelation. you lack guidance, which eases your self promotion. this is something that only you know how to deal with. the kind of pentacles/gold philosophy sits with you in this hand. like even if you try to chill out you’ll think about it to much. but the fact that the nine of cups and the six of wands are upside down means that the success you desire for your entertainment is lacking. and neither can you present yourself with your posse without feeling awkward. you can sit comfortably regarding this matter. this is wise if you choose to not move. and since you have philosophy with you, you adjudicate emotion to unnecessary thing. you don’t need to sit and wait for the party and you also don’t need to present a parade, which is why the cards are upside down. but you can achieve or obtain these relaxations if you want. all you need to do is obtain the ace of spaces since it grants a pathway to success. it seems like you don’t want to take matters into your own hands to determine if you want to be with this person or not. it doesn’t look bleak. so to recap so far, you are wise in your indecision but it’s really up to you what happens. once you believe it real, your crush will reveal itself as a crush. you just blind yourself by thinking too much, your life doesn’t seem to suck. the cards are telling you to play it cool. you are creating indecision from your own insecurity but you are the ruler of your own life.

and distance doesn’t mean that much anymore. there is internet. you are shielding yourself with blind justice that can also mean punishment. the person who is leaving your life (#lost_sentence) -

stop drinking. ur really addicted fool. ur probably really intelligent and kinda autistic.




Joseph Moore

Joseph Moore


Peter Baldes

favless @kintrala tarot dumping

so far it says that you find happiness in ignorant bliss. but you follow the laws of the earth which is why you are lucky. whether you find love is only determined whether you are willing to fall into it naturally. you have the queen of wands AND the moon. so you are being directed towards understanding your twin flamebecause you are kinda dumb about things. you have love waiting for you and the sun as well. the sun is telling you to go get it while the moon is telling you she’s waiting, or he but you decide to not see it because usually things fall into place for you so you’re expecting this to happen as well. the thing is that although it may just fall into place if you don’t chase it the change you will experience with the falling into place will destroy your previous world. the cards are telling me you’re emotionally lazy as fuck. you are so impatient. you choose to let things go until they fall into place on their own. you believe in the cycle of life. this expectancy you hold so dear also seeks to teach you a lesson but you can prevent it.


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overwhelmed would be an understatement for these past three days.

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Seeing she was not going to reply, he continued, almost bitterly, giving himself away:
‘I can’t say it is love I have to offer - and it isn’t love I want. It is something much more impersonal and harder - and rarer.’

There was a silence, out of which she said:
‘You mean you don’t love me?’

She suffered furiously, saying that.

‘Yes, if you like to put it like that. Though perhaps that isn’t true. I don’t know. At any rate, I don’t feel the emotion of love for you - no, and I don’t want to. Because it gives out in the last issues.’

‘Love gives out in the last issues?’ she asked, feeling numb to the lips.

‘Yes, it does. At the very last, one is alone, beyond the influence of love. There is a real impersonal me, that is beyond love, beyond any emotional relationship. So it is with you. But we want to delude ourselves that love is the root. It isn’t. It is only the branches. The root is beyond love, a naked kind of isolation, an isolated me, that does not meet and mingle, and never can.’

She watched him with wide, troubled eyes. His face was incandescent in its abstract earnestness.



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